Summer!

So...finally the summer is here.I mean...I look out through my window and all is...perfect.
Boys...ice-cream,bikini...and sun-rays everywhere.

PERFECT...I wanna make this summer perfect...

And now...If I think twice..the last summer was cool too so it won't be hard to make this one a good summer.I don't know if I'll go somewhere...But I really hope.

But the time is passing too fast.I'm afraid of just letting summer skip through my fingers.Is already 24th of June and I haven't done anything...that could make my summer happy.I don't have any plans and I don't wanna stay home all summer long.
I hope for something..or someone who could take me from here....


But I like it this way...I Love Summer.[The song of the day : Sick puppies - All the same]

Shostakovich' Second Waltz

Fucking Stess!

I'm so sick of all this stress with the school and all this.Quiz tests and exams..it's completely driving me crazy.I just can't wait for this summer to come.
I need to feel free to fly.I wanna have fun.Parties!Parties!...Do i ask For too much?I don't think so.My grades are pretty good so my 14th summer should be amazingly gorgeous.
But life is cool that way too.Of course I won't miss the stress but it's fine.I know all this will the from the past in some little time.


Anyway...I really hope that this school year to have a nice ending.

Hold your head high,gorgeous...they will kill to see you fall.

Maybe I'm overreacting but...for the first time in my whole life I feel like I really gonna gonna give up at everything...like I can't go on anymore
But I won't.

Best friends

The best friends are hard to find because the best ones are already mine.


We walk around and talk with complete strangers,laugh for absolutely no reason at all,have stupid fights which are over in about 10 minutes,attempt to dance and sing like they do in the music videos,have a billion ~you have to be there~ times,gang up on the bitch that has a problem with one of us,make fun of each other when we walk into stuff,act like we are all on crack and no matter what happens we're always there for each other through good times and bad.

Sentimente de primavara...

Azi am simtit pentru prima data cu adevarat prezenta primaverii.Starea mea de spirit s-a schimbat complet si chiar mi-am luiat cartile si am invatat pe terasa.Parca e mai placut si soarele te incrca cu energie si cu optimism.A fost o zi frumoasa si sper sa continue asa...E placut sa simti din nou razele calde pe piele si sa sti ca vine vara.

Abia astept sa se termine toata nebunia asta cu scoala.Vreau vara,caldura,mare,tot tacamul unei veri perfecte.Imi este dor de perfectiunea sentimentelor de vara...dar pentru moment primavara incepe sa imi incalzesca inima.

Miss Fourteen

Okay...Deci in capul meu nu e destul loc pentru tot ce vreau sa gandesc in acelasi timp.Sunt ganduri inutile de care mai bine m-as lipsi pentru ca nu fac altceva decat sa ma transforme intr-un zombi.Toata noaptea stau si numar stele,ma uit la tavan sau ascult muzica si toata ziua dorm cand ar trebui sa invat pentru olimpiada.Mai am o saptamana.O saptamana in care groaza creste incet,chinuitor...si ma enerveaza.Nu am apucat sa invat nimic si ma simt frustrata pe mine insumi.Ar trebui sa fac mai multe...desi multi zic ca deja fac prea multe.dar ce stiu ei...in viata lor nu au lucrat cat am facut eu in ultimii ani.Ce desteapta ma cred...nu?:]...Cine a zis ca varsta de 14 ani e usoara?